Memories

today is such a boring day also.
btw, ka ann reminded me of a person that I almost forget.
and wondering how is him now. haha
so i went to have a look at his fb
he's smokin now.
reminds me of what he said about smoking last time.
he hates smoking. but now he's doing it.
thats guy, cannot believe their words 100%
if you believe, you are the loser then,
thats the rule of this game. :)
wish you all the best ya!

Few months back i wish to go for degree as soon as possible
but it's different now! i'm worrying of the stresses
that coming to visit me anytime soon O.O
But i will do my best okay?
Just like last night,
insomnia then had bad dreams.

A very nice song :)
Missing You Today - Davichi

It’s because I miss you more today
Are you doing well,
are you still the same?
Don’t worry too much,
I’m just a little bit not over you
It’s because of the rain
and I feel moody
So I thought of you

Will you come back?
Will you come back?
One heart fluttering night
I waited all night in a dark room

I waited and waited for you and I cried a lot
Because I know it won’t
work even if we meet again
I waited and waited for you
I really hate you so much
But I hate myself for still crying
and laughing because of you alone

It’s because
I miss you more today
More because the wind feels cool
and the weather is nice
If time passes a little,
will I be able to see you once more?
If you meet someone good
and become happy
Will you forget me?

The more I think
that it’s over
I miss you so much that

I waited and waited for you and I cried a lot
Because I know it won’t work even if we
meet again. I waited and waited for you
I really hate you so much
But I hate myself for still crying
and laughing because of you alone

I miss you, I miss you
I cried a lot
Because no matter how
much I try, you won’t come
But still, if I wait for you,
if I keep longing for you
Maybe you’ll look
at me once more
So I wait for you

It’s because
I miss you more today

Enjoy :)

July July ~

It's been a long time right. heeees,
Since my final term of diploma done at end of April 2013,
I stayed a week in KL to enjoy the time with friends
then back to hometown. Then after around 2 weeks?
back to KL again then next stop, Hong Kong. :)
We had a looooooot of fun there! And a lot of handsomes huh? haha
We stayed at Central and its just beside Lan Kwai Fong.
yea, it's like what u think when u heard the name.
PPl drinking everywhere, drunkard staring at you like gonna eat you.
~.~

Then back to hometown again and kk then sdk again. :)
Time actually flies, agree?
I've been here for 2 months already.
without any job. ㅎㅎ
And i've booked air ticket on 20th Aug going back to KL for Degree.
Cant wait to meet all friends there.

Its JULY! and i wondering what happened to my beloved pimples.
They are growing on places that they dont really grow in the past.
^!$#@^!*# Leave me alone pls pimples! I still love you as always~ :(

I miss suju oppas so much! these days there are problems appeared between Elf.
I hope they can solve the problems as fast as possible as it will hurt them.
And today is our 우주대스타 김희철 생일이다~ 생일축하해~
아브러도 행벅야지! ㅋㅋ

Last day of January!

Today is the last day of January! time passes tooo fast isn't it? 

And CNY is coming real soon. 

And few days back only realized that i'm coming back to KL on wednesday! 

WHY on earth I bought so early air tickets! 

ishhh. wanna change the air tix date but it's toooo pricey. 

urgh. T.T no choice lor. have to come back earlier. 

guess what, I haven't buy new clothes yet! 

Because i dont feel any cny atmosphere! 

But I cant wait to meet all my friends. yeappie! 

and of course my mom, :) I miss her although i just met her one month ago. hohoho

anyway, time passes really quick, so appreciate what you have and stop demanding more when it's good enough. :) good night! 

Help meee.

Everynight I can only sleep around 3am. 
what's wrong with me. I don't feel sleepy at all. 
How can i change this lifestyle. 
someone save me please..
maybe it's really a time for me to have someone care for me, and walk with me. 
yeah, i've been waiting for this but why there's no one? 
Am i being too choosy? 
I admit that i'm a bit choosy but then when I met the right one,
I don't dare to take a step, my pride is too high. damn. 
We must gain our happiness ourselves isn't it? 
go girl! telling myself I can do it. :) and also hope my friends able to find their mr. / mrs. right too!
Good Night world. 

27/01/13

First post of 2013, hehe. A LOT OF ASSIGNMENTS ON MY FINAL TERM. HOW SRESSFUL AM I. AHHHH. T.T anyway, my result is out! and i'm really happy about it. ^^ i got 16.16 out of 20! and got full mark 20/20 for my financial maths. :) i hope i can carry better marks for this coming final. T.T god bless me. it's not as easy as our previous terms. damn. Btw, what is the charisma he has? why he's able to made me miss him although we dont know each other much? weirdo. i'm a weirdo too. i should stop to have this feeling. ish. and CNY is coming, i'm coming home, AGAIN. haha~ i'm so happy because last CNY I WASN'T ABLE to be home because of our internship! :( having holiday since last thirsday till tomorrow , Monday. but i didn't touch any of my assignments. FAILED. yesterday some more went to Malacca for food hunt. hehe but really satisfied with it. chicken rice ball, sotong bakar, nadeje, satay celup, pork satay, only didnt try out nyonya food! :( it's okay. we'll have another chance to have it. :)